Sometimes, Hurting Feels Good
Right now, it’s better than feeling nothing
There was a time, when I was drowning in bipolar depression and a pharmaceutical cocktail, that I felt nothing. No sadness, no joy. Just blankness.
An all encompassing grayness had sniffed out my emotions, leaving me unable to engage with my family or do much of anything. Thankfully, I fought my way through, and I’ve been blessed to see things…